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The Truth About Girls

we will never be too old for sleepovers.

gossip isnt a sin. its an art.

we arent ashamed to cry.

we must go to the bathroom in groups

we have this thing called feelings. don't hurt them.

we dont wake up looking pretty. it takes time and effort.

sometimes is just never quite enough.

we need girls night OFTEN.

we hold grudges and we never forget the things you say to us that hurt.

it doesnt matter who dumped who or why. whenever we see an ex with another girl, it always bothers us. not because we're not over you, but because we know we used to be that girl.

makeup can hide so many things, like puffy eyes from crying to huge scars from a broken heart

NEVER ever ask a girl what she weighs; or imply anything about her weight being too much or too little. just don't do it.

never ask a girl if shes being so bitchy cause of PMS...cause other things annoy us...duh

as much as we say we didnt like u that much... we did

girls notice every little thing so be careful what you say and do

our eyes are located in our heads. not our chest or butt. when
youre not looking in our eyes, WE KN0W.

we get a feeling in our gut when things are wrong

sometimes we trust you because we want to even when we know you are lying, and it hurts

so how am i feeling...

                                                          vuLNeraBLe... Hurt... LoSt... bLiNd... NaiVe...

for yoOh aLL wHo doN't Me... i wear my heart on my sLeeve... i'm a sensitive person... loving nd caring; truLy beLieving there is good in the worLd... nd i still believe that, but i have my moments where i question why do [certaiN] eveNts happen to me. I truLy believe that God has a PlaN for everything... i have no doubt in my mind about that. so i'm hoping that God is [preparing] my heart for that right person who will finally treat me how i deserve to be treated. if wat i go through doesn't KiLL Me...it can only Make Me STRONGER.

i guess riote now... i jus need toOh take one day at a time. things are reallie hard for me, but i don't like to show it coz it jus makes my life sadder than wat i'm going through. it's funny wen you think someone realliy cares about you... only to find out they were jus using you for their own personal pleasure... words were BS... emotions were lies. but that's Life for you... to be a lil bit blunt... "Life's like a DICK... wen it gets hard... FUCK IT."

excuse my BLuNt and offesive language... but sometimes it feels a lil better to get a lil angry. i guess sometimes i feel like crying... nd crying is great... sometimes you jus have to cry... but it doesn't soLve ne thing. nd i guess in my situation, in my life, i've cried so much... i'm all outta tears... i jus wanna numb myself to the world... i don't wanna feel ne thing ne more. oh gosh... this year... these past 5 months... iono how i got through it... or how i'm doing it, but i jus TRUST that GOD is carrying me through this. i knoe He is... but that doesn't mean that i'm still not hurting.

but everyday... i make sure i laugh at least 10times... nd sMiLe constantLy to hide the pain. uhhhhh... i'm so angry and hurt and madd... and i jus wanna scream and break down and cry all at once. and it hurts even though ShaNe and I were Never "official" but still... i cared about him jus as i would have a boyfriend... and i treated him like one. he was so good to me... wen he was "there" he hugged me nd cuddLed me... nd kissed me softly... nd UHHHHHHH!!!!!!! riote now... dude i fucking hate him!!!!

nd me... i'm so stupid to believe that he actually cared... that i meant something to him. uhhh... you knoe wat... i'm in college... i'm bright, smart, fun, talented, kind, loving, giving, thoughtful, and loyal nd other things... i can do watevah i want... i dont need shitty guys to fuck me over... i have so much going for me in life. who cares riote??

but still, at the end of the day... wen i'm in bed... tucked in my sheets... i think... nd it hurts... nd i wanna cry, but i can't. i have no tears

only God can fill the void in my heart. but hey... I'M GONNA BE OKAY

So Yesterday

You can change your life - if you wanna
You can change your clothes - if you wanna
If you change your mind
Well, that's the way it goes

But I'm gonna keep your jeans
And your old black hat - cause I wanna
They look good on me
You're never gonna get them back
At least not today, not today, not today
'cause

If it's over, let it go and
Come tomorrow it will seem
So yesterday, so yesterday
I'm just a bird that's already flown away

Laugh it off let it go and
When you wake up it will seem
So yesterday, so yesterday
Haven't you heard that I'm gonna be okay

You can say you're bored - if you wanna
You can act real tough - if you wanna
You can say you're torn
But I've heard enough

Thank you... you made my mind up for me
When you started to ignore me
Do you see a single tear
It isn't gonna happen here
At least not today, not today, not today
'cause

If it's over, let it go and
Come tomorrow it will seem
So yesterday, so yesterday
I'm just a bird that's already flown away

Laugh it off let it go and
When you wake up it will seem
So yesterday, so yesterday
Haven't you heard that I'm gonna be okay

If you're over me, I'm already over you
If it's all been done, what is left to do
How can you hang up if the line is dead
If you wanna walk, I'm a step ahead
If you're moving on, I'm already gone
If the light is off then it isn't on
At least not today, not today, not today
'cause

If it's over, let it go and
Come tomorrow it will seem
So yesterday, so yesterday
I'm just a bird that's already flown away

Laugh it off let it go and
When you wake up it will seem
So yesterday, so yesterday
Haven't you heard that I'M GONNA BE OKAY